WHO RUNS THE PROCESS?
In the spring of 2003 I and my therapy practice were both in
the doldrums, and I was upset with myself. After all,
I was certainly helping people to come out of past trauma and
live functional, reasonably happy lives; why wasn't that enough? Out
of answers, I issued a wild call to the Universe: "Help!"
Help arrived. A week later a client dropped a book into
my lap: The Journey , by Brandon Bays. Ten
days after that I went to the Boulder Journey Intensive weekend
in equal parts hope and doubt: Is this a cult?
Made cult-savvy by painful experience, I was delighted to hear
Skip Lackey, Senior Journey Practitioner for North America, tell
us immediately to "take out our BS detectors." (Mine was already
out.) We were never told what to believe; facts were presented
to our minds, experiences to our hearts and bodies. The
conclusions were up to us.
By Sunday morning I knew this was truly extraordinary work,
and my next step as a therapist. But why? The format
isn't that different from what I've been doing with clients for
over a decade as a hypnotherapist and EMDR clinician. Yet
these simple processes bring unprecedented results - freedom
from the tyranny of "my story" and its devastating effects on
the body, and a sense of coming Home to oneSelf.
The difference lies in who is running the process - and my own
experience provides a sterling example. By 2003 my ulcerative
colitis, a painful and sometimes lethal condition of the intestinal
lining, had defied all inner and outer healing modalities for
about 20 years. The hypnotherapist and I would agree
to "go into" the colon to see what was going on there and ask
the colon how to heal it. Or, the EMDR clinician and I
would list and desensitize traumatic events which might have
impacted this area of the body. But there was never
anything there but a vague anxiety... and no results, over
and over and over again.
In that Journey weekend, though, I was guided first to open
into the vast Consciousness within - what Brandon calls Source - and
then under the direction of this infinite wisdom, to my great
surprise I went not to my colon, but to my heart. And there was
a memory which, even more surprisingly, would never have figured
on any trauma list. I was 12, spending a beautiful afternoon
helping my adored father in his rose garden. Far beneath
the surface, however, in that moment of oneness between us my
soul tuned in to his and knew that he planned to die young. Unbeknownst
to my conscious mind, my loving heart decided, "If he goes early
I have to do that too."
And so with every beat of my heart this message was being sent
out to my body - and especially to the "second brain" in the
gut: "Your days are numbered. There's a sword hanging
over your head. You never know when your time will come...." At
my Source-fed campfire the cells opened and I poured out the
grief and fear, finally separating my destiny from my father's. And from
that day to this I have had not one moment's pain in that area
of the body .
Never could I have tracked down the deep cause of all that pain
using the "my mind's-best-guess-plus-the-therapist's-best-guess" method. After
all, I spent 20 fruitless years trying to do just that! Nor
do I have any idea how, after not having worked on it at any
conscious level, the anxiety that prevented me from meditating
for 40 - yes, 40! - years magically left; or how an addiction
to reading fiction that had kept me out of my life for over half
a century quietly disappeared, no fuss, no bother. I do
know, though, that my Journey clients are experiencing similar - dare
I call them miracles? Except, as my website explains,
these "miracles" are based on solid science.
I continue to be amazed at the physical, emotional and deep
soul healing I and my clients are receiving. And I am
deeply happy, seeing my world through the eyes of the Light and
Oneness I now know myself to be. I'd love to have you
join me, letting the deep wisdom of your True Self bring you
into wholeness and freedom.
Call or e-mail me today for your FREE CONSULTATION!
(970) 482-2974
patkendall@lifepathconsulting.com
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